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Name: SoC
Location: Manila, Philippines
Birthday: 10/24/1992
Gender: Female
Interests: blogging, surfing the net, writing, reading, watching TV
Expertise: playing the piano, playing the guitar
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/29/2005
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| it's been a long time since i actually updated my xanga blog. because as you know, this is my high school blog. so far, college has been fine, although of course it isn't a smooth way all the way. actually, i'm just starting right now what college is really like. third year. :)) so well, it just came to my mind to visit my xanga. and as i've been updating here, i've been jumping from one "college blog" to another. :)) so this is my final college blog: http://sowkeesh24.tumblr.com! visit it if you have time. it's not really all out blog entries and stuff. more of pictures and reblogs i really love. :) i still blog entries about my personal stressful life so come read it. i update once every while i get the chance. i miss xanga, though. anyway, come visit my TUMBLR! | | |
| okay! so i moved to another blog again! it's a new blog! remember what it told you about being uncomfortable in multiply and everything? yeah, so i moved to another blog. actually, i planned on creating a new xanga blog but then xanga's kind of difficult about codes and such. you know, the one you type? yeah. so i got a new blog. and might as well visit it! it's my "college" blog and hopefully, it would be the last blog i would keep this college. i really hope so. and when it comes to privacy? not a lot of people know about that. haha. but anyway, just visit it if ever anyone comes across this blog and wonders why i barely update this. haha. but i'll still try to update if i have time. haha. anyway, visit it, okay? by the way, [belated] HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!  my blogger: http://sowkeesh24.blogspot.com | | |
| oh well. it's been how many months since i last wrote here! and i actually missed this blog. i currently visit it although now's the only time i've updated again. i already said farewell, right? well, i updated simply because so that xanga won't delete this blog. haha. but seriously, i'm kind of wanting a new blog. a college blog, perhaps? multiply's nice and popular and everything. it's just that i kind of feel awkward about writing stuff there since people might comment and everything. not that i write private stuff like that. but still... hahaha.. probably, i'm going to create a new xanga blog. although i have a little problem with the xanga layout since i kind of don't have the time to find new ones. and i'm kind of very picky about layouts. hahaha. well, my preference still hasn't changed. black and pink. emo, right? kinda! haha. :)) but i'll link this blog if ever i create one. haha. and i also loved my icons, even though they're also kind of out already. but still, i always remember the effort i exerted when i found codes for them. and the icons are really picked carefully. hahaha. most are black and pink too. haha. but probably, i'll create a new xanga blog. i'll really link this blog to that one. haha. i guess, this is all for now. and if ever i become too lazy to create a new one, probably i'll go back here. hahaha. okay. i guess. this is all for now. i miss you. till next time perhaps? hahaha.  | | |
| it's been a long time, right? well, surely. actually, there's no surprise. i have always been like this with my blogs. haha. not always updating. well, i've been kind of busy this summer. especially may, when i went to america. you know, we had our vacation there. visit relatives and stuff. and then i was always busy thinking about a lot of things. of college. yeah, remember that? how ecstatic i was when i found out about the upcat results? yeah, thinking about college did consume a lot of my time way back in the summer. i mean, how i was going to handle everything? college is different. it might be a way harder. then i also found out during our briefing that we'd have to maintain a grade in order to stay in BAA. yep, BAA!! haha. so it's kinda hard. plus i was always thinking about... oh, whoever. or whatever. or what else you can call it. you know. because i have a lot of worries. you know that? like what would happen to us? what if i get hurt? how would i move on? how do we maintain it? oh yeah, so this is actually the first formal time i talked about it here like that. about... whatever. i mean, in my past entries, i'm always just giving hints and everything. well, that was just what i was worrying about. there are a lot more things, though... moving on. yeah, that's the main thing i did. and that's what i'm continuing to do. because moving on is a process. it isn't like you say to yourself that, "hey, i already moved on!" in one snap. it's a continuing process. and i'm moving on and detaching from a lot of things. first, high school. i'm no longer in high school anymore. i'm in college, wake up! i can't believe that, really! how time flies really fast! i mean, once i was just this frustrated scientian back when i was a freshie, blogging about all that stuff and everything... and then about lebel? whoo. laugh at it. haha. and now, i'm a freshman again but this time it's in... college. yeah, college! and i am really excited about it! i love my course, you know? and at the same time, i'm nervous. what if i'm not able to maintain the grade? and graduate in my course? aw, that would be awful. but really, i love my course. then, i have to forget all the painful memories of my past. like there were really a lot. well, there are but not enough to keep me from moving on with my life. yes, moving on. we have to move on at one point in our lives. no, at many points. because that's the only thing that could help us from detaching from our past. because there's always something waiting ahead of us. but that doesn't mean we forget our past. because it's a part of who we are, and who we will become. but we also have to accept that we are leaving something behind. even if it's something we love. it's part of moving on... and part of my moving on process is the fact that... i'm moving on to my new blog at multiply. it's not that i don't like xanga anymore. I LOVE XANGA. actually, i've been here for about more than four years. hello, i've been keeping one since 6th grade? but they deleted it because i wasn't able to update anymore. haha. but i'll try to update here as much as possible. even just add a few-sentence entries. but i'm moving on because a lot of people are in multiply. positive, because i'll discover a lot about them and then they'll discover a lot about me. negative, i won't be able to write too much private-stuff entries. you know what they are. so i really have to go back to you. because barely anyone my age blogs here. mostly, they're on multiply. i also want to meet a lot of people in college. but still, i linked this blog in my multiply. and blogs mark the beginnings, of new chapters in my life. but i will keep coming back here. i won't let them delete this! haha. because this is high school drama. this is where all of my ramblings about high school are. this is even like my diary during the moments i couldn't write because i didn't have time. my diary whenever i'm researching for school. because i love high school. and i'll always come back to this blog to reminisce. yes. thank you, xanga, for the four years. i will keep coming back if i have time. really. thank you, XANGA. farewell. :) http://sowkeesh24.multiply.com | | |
| emo-ness. that's what's attacking me for these past few days. especially last wednesday! haha. well, probably it's not just emo-ness. i mean, it could be nostalgia, torment, agony... whatever. haha. i guess there's just a lot of things on my mind right now. as usual, i have mixed emotions. all with the graduation and stuff? and this one week that i'm not going to be able to have any form of communication with... you know, whoever? everything is just so mind-boggling and i don't practically think that this is the best place to get on with all my ramblings. but whatever, this blog has always been my fortress of ramblings. oh yeah, fortress of ramblings! haha. i am going to write all about these in my diary. but as for now, you're all that i have. naks. haha. and besides, i am certainly with no doubt going to miss this blog!!!! remember, about my college blog and everything? probably i'm transferring. aww. whatever, haha! so off to the things that's mind boggling... graduation. oh yeah, we're graduates now! we just graduated from high school! we just survived the four years full of pressure, sleepless nights and endless schoolwork! can you believe it??? once, i was just starting to ramble on in this blog. and now, i'm probably saying goodbye to it!! aww. that's just, PROBABLY. i mean, i love this blog. it's just a bit too "highschool-ish". i mean, all with the emo icons and stuff. but i love XANGA. haha. so, we're finished now!!! and i still haven't absorbed everything!! can you actually believe that??? oh yeah. i'm still on the process of absorbing. probably tomorrow, i'll absorb it all!! haha. but actually, i'm really happy about it. and as usual, mixed emotions as any graduate feels. haha. CONGRATULATIONS AND HAPPY GRADUATION TO ME!!! woohoo!!! cheers!!! one week without any communications. that i still haven't absorbed. yesss. it is so sad, agonizing, tormenting, suffering. suffering? haha, that's not an adjective!! haha. but whatever. but i can go on. we all have to move on at one point in our lives. what's one week? WHAT IS ONE WEEK? it's just one week, come on. we're all just going to be surprised it's over. i mean, the one week!! haha. not, you know. but whatever. the truth is, i have a lot of things to say about it. and realizations. SERIOUS REALIZATIONS. but the heck, somebody might read this and well, just think something about it and misinterpret it and everything. ang gulo gulo ko no? haha. wag nalang ngayon. kapag maayos na ang isip ko!! haha. but whatever. i can get by. :) oh yeah. ramblings. i'm signing off now. haha. till the next entry. :) "kadalasan sinasabi natin sa mahal natin 'masaya ako kung saan ka masaya'. pero pag nag-iisa ka na, masaya ka ba talaga? minsan sadyang mahirap tanggapin na, kung saan siya masaya, yun ang hindi mo kaya..." :( i miss you.
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